You guys, suck

I don't know what to do if in each corner of my way
i find you. I think there's no really hope for me 'cause however the days are gonne,
and i still thinking of this. Which is the right moment, to say bye?
How can i do it, if you stand by me when i want to forget ya?
All this time i been trying to let ya go and never had a hope of letting ME, free.
That's the point when you say; Fuck everything! I can't still feeling this shit
I deserve a wonderfull life and i don't have to cry for a stupid one, who doesn't care about me
what's the meaning to be like this? I hate this phase, when you are younger,
and you are driven by your impulses? Everybody says: Enjoy your childhood, cause when you get older, you will miss it And guess what? I hate this time!
because there's no good boys anymore! they doesn't exist.
Now, the boys go here, go there and hurt girl's feelings.
Fuck you boy! I will avoid you as much as i can, till the day i think you are able to have a relationship with me. You all suck.
I would love that romantic novels guys were true, buy they don't. and I will not settle for a guy either. I want my Edward Cullen, because I think that he would be the perfect man for me. But i guess i'm too crazy with that novel, that maybe i need help, jaja. Well, i don't want help, because i KNOW what i want, and i want a men, that take care for me, only see ME, and i FEEL, that he IS in love with me.BTW, It has to be good looking too, haha.